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[10 Jun 2005|08:23pm] |
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So today is my birthday, let's see how this year goes...
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[22 May 2005|11:08pm] |
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If you remember remember I've been trying to get back to the center...
I know noone reads this, BUT show at Ian's Mom's this Saturday May 28th. Check our myspace for the adress... www.myspace.com/hellandhightide. We are playing with On Her Behalf and Norva Drive, basketball will be played as well. Everyone come and buy our newly ordered buttons.
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[03 Apr 2005|12:29am] |
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Saves the Day- always ten feet tall |
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So, it's been a while for this thing. About to graduate highschool in about two months. My band is staring to play more shows and I think we're sounding really good. Hopefully I'm going to see FearBefore/Underoath on April 29th at the TLA, who wants to go with me?? I wonder if anyone reads this anymore, people comment if you do.
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[14 Feb 2005|09:17pm] |
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next time i fall in love i'll make sure i land on my neck
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| With evidence that our remains are now drifting away... |
[30 Jan 2005|10:03pm] |
Pulled from the liquor cabinet
Choose your mood and then start to wreak havoc
With your exaggerated sadness
The sadness that ensues
This is when I start to lose
Interrupted by flickering candles
The darkness that softened the angles
Though I am the reason
I am the reason
That I'm filling empty spaces
Where you left your mark
Take two steps back from all of this
Remember what you started with
It was nothing at all
Back in Queens,
Where the stifling heat overpowers the air conditioning
You can keep on crawling away
But you're never gonna escape
No, not today
I'm filling in the empty spaces
Where you left your mark
In the soothing peace of car alarms and cats in heat
I can hear you breathe
Keep on telling me that time is no enemy
A worthless struggle to step back
And reconceive
And it never gets any easier...
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| Last call, k-kk-kill it. |
[11 Jan 2005|10:34pm] |
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To my mistress the bridge, I don't feel well. I'll be leaving and you can't stop me.
We've been carrying on too long.
I'm sorry, but I'm gone. I've got a bad reputation to think about. I've been dirty, I've been wrong.
Maybe someday they'll find that I've washed up.
I'm stepping out to clear my lungs. I'm breathing in to fill my lungs. We're all dead.
Farewell scenic highway overpass.
It's better this way anyways. My lover the river makes a better soldier than a bride.
But I left my heart at the side of her bed and she's got the warmest body that I've ever had.
Drag the lake, you'll find it's full of love.
Bring the children to the water and let them see what heartache did.
This matrimony needs a witness, and you can teach them to swim.
Don't let your dreamers grow up to be dead men. Drown us at birth, save her some time.
Drifting on romantic holiday, breathless as her cold arms cover me.
Drag the lake. You will find it is full of love.
-Sincerely mine. Finally.
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[21 Dec 2004|05:34pm] |
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It's that age when everything's seemingly life or death.
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[24 Nov 2004|03:37pm] |
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I am all you ever wanted, what all the other boys all promised.
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[08 Nov 2004|08:01pm] |
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The Grand Finals- pause this moment |
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Pause this moment
And hold on to it
Swing sets and starry nights
Could only make this right
Rainy days and broken street lights
Could only make us stronger
Could only make us strong
Every time I fall asleep
I can’t help but see your face
And that’s when I know
That I need you around
(Could only make us stronger)
It’s not the age of walking through this blindly
So take my hand and follow close behind me
Thinking is gone
So if this chance will prove it’s worth the torment
Then you will see that all this time is well spent
Thinking is gone
Through my hands, my eyes, they weep
(And every single line I keep)
For the memories you gave to me
(And everything you gave to me)
And that’s when I know
That I need you around
I hope it’s cold tonight
So I can hold you forever
It seems the choices we make
They seem to haunt us
While your other options staring you down
Making you wish you hadn’t
Second guessing yourself
It just can’t be the answer
We’ve learned our lesson
So I guess it’s better late than never
Is this the moment that you want to hold on to?
Because if it is, well then I’m never gonna leave you again
Pause this moment
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| This is the price you pay for being alone. |
[07 Nov 2004|11:47am] |
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The Prizefight- Lesson #6: learn to let go |
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Friday we had a pep rally at school and it was F day so we got out early. Came home and slept until we went to the football game with Jimmy, Pat, and Phil. It was fun. We finally beat St. Marks, so good deal. I saw some people there. Saturday I woke up at like 12. Jesse and I got ready then we went to get gas for the Shishko excursion and I went and bought Vice City. It was only ten bucks, good deal once again. So then I came home and played that for a while. Then we went to get Pat. I saw Mike, he's hilarious. So we got these confusing directions from mapquest. I already knew exactly how to get there pretty much, but I figured if I got directions from mapquest it could get me to 52 faster. They told us to take this ridiculous exit towards New Jersey when we were supposed to be going to route 52. So we go over the bridge and drive like 20 miles into Jersey before we can turn back around. We had to pat over 10 dollars in tolls just to we could get back to Delaware. We were supposed to have this little ticket on the way back, which we didn't, so we ended up paying the guy a toll that cos 6.45, it was nuts. I was pretty pissed at the time, but afterwards we all laughed about it alot. So we got to Shishk's at like 6:45 instead of 5:45. But we had a lot of fun. We played guitar and pool and listened to music and watched fuse and ate pizza. Then we had to leave cuz it was getting late. Good time, good time. So today is homework, cutting the grass (which I already did), and maybe cleaning my car if I feel like it. Tommorow school starts again, but it's spirit week which means dress down days. Next Friday is Fear Before the March of Flames... Just adding that because I doubt I'll update again before then. Everyone have a good week and someone leave comments.
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[24 Oct 2004|11:16pm] |
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icmamlnb- so i finally decided to give myself a reason |
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Not a bad weekend. Now it's Sunday night and I'm really bored. I bought a cool jacket this weekend. I like it. I want to learn how to play guitar really well, that would be cool. Two hockey games tommorow. It's gonna be fun. ICMAMLNB comes out on Tuesday, I can't wait to get it.
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| Boston Red Sox, what what!?!! |
[21 Oct 2004|12:28am] |
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Thursday- division street |
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this long night is too lonely to be enjoyable
forget my name forget my name
this isn't what i call fun
i've got a bad feeling about this
but i won't say anything
silence will lead to my demise
but i have no choice in the matter
not letting go lead you nowhere but backwards
close your eyes you'll be over this in the morning
or will you?
only time will tell
ignorance is the best defense
there was a time when i needed this
i still need this
it's hard to forget what you've already learned
let it go let it go let it go let it go
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Straylight Run- the perfect ending |
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Taken in context
it's not a bad thing
but when you start to pick it apart
it gets so depressing
it's that sorta thing that makes you think too much
it's that sorta thing that makes you lose your objectivity
so if you made it
just be glad that you did and stay there
if you ever feel loved or needed
remember that you're one of the lucky ones
and if it's over
just remember what i told ya
it was bound to happen so just
keep movin on
there's no perfect endings
you peel back the layers
get down to the inside
but some times you lose sight
of what it was you were trying to find
it's that sorta thing that makes you think too much
it's that sorta thing that makes you lose your objectivity
so if you made it
just be glad that you did and stay there
if you ever feel loved or needed
remember that you're one of the lucky ones
and if it's over
just remember what i told ya
it was bound to happen so just
keep movin on
there's no perfect endings
no perfect endings
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mewithoutyou- paper hanger |
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Three more days off. Good stuff. Hockey game tommorow and I need the new mewithoutyou cd asap. I think I'll pick it up tommorow. In the morning Mike and I are gonna dig out Mr. Boss' pond, I guess he's gonna pay us. I made some money this weekend. That's good. I hardly update anymore, pretty much because noone cares. Goodnight.
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Morning Abroad- arcadia |
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Hockey game today. Ooooh yeah.
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[21 Sep 2004|08:28pm] |
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Alexisonfire- control |
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Go to www.purevolume.com/letrashhog and listen to the "she likes me for me" cover!! This weekend was pretty fun. Went to the show and hung out with people. Saw The Sleeping, they were amazing and their new cd is amazing. Homecoming on Saturday. Went with Erica and danced til my legs hurt, good time as well. Now it's the part of the week where I go to school and it sucks, but hockey is starting so that's something kinda fun to do. The Grapes of Wrath is actually turning out to be an enjoyable book. Bye people.
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